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:: Wednesday, February 05, 2003 ::

February 5, 2003

Geez... i haven't posted in eons. anyhow...i wanted to post this...this is so me. don't you think so?


What type of slash writer are you?

:: RaShawn 1:35 AM [+] ::
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January 26, 2003

i have this weird pain in my back. i don't know what i did (nothing really). unless it's from lugging heavy shit up the stairs, but...i don't know. i need to go to the doctor's anyway. that's a must do.

i got a new job! so i'm happy about that. that's the upside to the pain. i'm getting paid 7 bucks an hour now....not much but still, it's bearable and it can pay my rent until i find a decent summer job. i need to invest my money and i need to make payments on my student loans...poor college student. i tell you. why can't education be free?

on another downside though...stupid president dickhead is really itching to go to war. what the fuck is his problem? i'm so anti-war it isn't even funny. i was told by nikki that there was an anti-war protest a while ago in DC, but no news channel covered it? hmm...tell us what we can see now, huh? i don't think so. i don't fucking think so.

currently listening to: "world of dreams" by hiroshima
:: RaShawn 2:37 PM [+] ::
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January 23, 2003

I just registered at Giant Robot's forum b/c of some racial comment made by Shaq. you know....most of the asians on there don't even think of themselves as minorites. sorry to burst your bubbles, fellows, but you are a minority in the eyes of the white patriarchal gov't which runs america. i'm tired of all this bitching coming from people. just fucking shut up and deal with it. racism isn't good and it should be banished, but people will always hate and that sucks. it really does. i'm not inspired to do essays for my personal site echo trinity. i think i will. it will give me an outlet. i need an outlet. good golly gee. i need sex, a cup of coffee, a new job, and some music. i can handle at least three of those things. you do the math.

on a good note i got sahara hotnights finally! "jennie bomb" is a damn good cd. i'm going to definitely do a list of cds that rock my world from head to toe. well, i need to go to sleep. i feel like some cracked-out insominac or something. later.

currently listening to: boards of canada's "roygbiv" (new feature)
:: RaShawn 4:25 AM [+] ::
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January 22, 2003

Have Internet and Cable at the homestead now! BOOYAH!!!!! I went on a spending excursion Saturday and I'm mega-happy. I got The Sims. If you haven't played it, you should!
:: RaShawn 2:01 PM [+] ::
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January 14, 2003

First day of classes for me. Woo-hoo! At work and contemplating leaving fast and furious. Later.
:: RaShawn 9:28 AM [+] ::
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January 10, 2003

i need another job! what a morning. it's only ten-something and my day began rather funky. i wouldn't say shitty, but it wasn't exactly peachy either. sometimes i wonder why i stay in this silly little office. it isn't the people, it's just the people that call us with stupid questions, the workload (which is fucking amazing), and my manager (she couldn't manage a herd of sheep). i need OUT!!!!! grrrr!
i took this test the other day to find out which rocker chick i am and i'm pj harvey. i'll post that soon (probably today).

i read "gear" and realized that yes, elijah admited he dated franka, but he won't talk about it elsewhere. i wonder what he so's embarassed about then? i could see if she was hideous, but franka is a very gorgeous woman and a fucking stunning actress. they really don't make german women like her. maybe it was the age thing, who knows? i say admit it, boy! we already know because you were canoodling with her in public (which was just plain stupid...do that shit at home). it's funny, i love the boy to pieces, but when he says stuff like he's surprised when he saw their picture in the paper i was like "well, of course, you were in a public place and you are uber-famous". there are two rules in life 1: never do pda when you know someone has a camera and 2: never expect the masses to except your plea for privacy. well, those are two rules for famous people, normal people...we're just (?)lucky(?) I guess.

speaking on the subject of elijah...i'm re-doing my old site "Luminescent" but it's now called "Surface Simplicity" and it's more mature (*rolls eyes*) at least i could attempt maturity. i want to come back and show those little girls how it's done, even without flash and all that fancy shit! i'm very talkative today, must be a good sign.

in other news: i'm going to hurl becky through the window. why? because she's just getting on my nerves and i just can't deal with her anymore. you'd think someone as smart as her would understand when someone doesn't want to be bothered? i guess not. so i'm going to toss her skinny ass through the fucking living room window. *sighs with relief* i got that out finally. well, enough ranting for one day, time to do some work. i'll be taking lunch soon, so i need to get as much as i can done today before monday. later :)
:: RaShawn 10:52 AM [+] ::
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January 8, 2003

a new year and no resolutions because i'm not going to keep them. i do have a goal though: to go to L.A. and meet who else but elijah wood. i read the article he did for blender magazine and the boy is just effing incredible. buffalo daughter, josephine wiggs experience, belle & sebastian, prince, tribe called quest, pj harvey, the list goes on. i also read the interview in "gear" magazine. he's very fucking opinionated. my kind of man. now, if only he liked black women we'd be set now wouldn't we.

well, i like the new name, but i want to post an image on my blog. you know, something to know me by...hehehe. i found out that i'm evil. which is not a good thing. sigh. i have to price my books for classes soon. like i really want to, but it's a must. well, gotta go. :) ciao. probably post tomorrow, if feeling the vibes.
:: RaShawn 12:27 PM [+] ::
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